My dermatologist told me to watch my diet and sleep schedule if i want my hair to be there. So instead of sleeping im gonna write a blog. I been meaning to write about this guy for a while now. “The passage of time” - one stupid son of a btch.
Im gonna be 21 soon
People age, not that big of a deal. But when you realize that you are getting old suddenly everything feels soo terrible. I didn’t realize how big of a number 21 was until a few days back when i was at a event hosted by the college. I didn’t have much plan for the day, just wanted to dance with my friends and have a good time. But when i went there i was just standing there alone in the crowd, I was looking around to find any familiar faces but i couldn’t. I can distinguishly remember being at the exact same spot dancing with my friends. It felt like yesterday. But it was like 2 years ago. 2 fking years. Those friends aren’t even in my circle anymore. little by little a lot of things happened, many of which my brain still haven’t processed. And the people around me were all junior. 2 generations. i felt like the dog from that one meme:
Im getting fking old
The passage of time. bro is not playing around, bro ain’t stopping for nobody. Each and every second is counted. One step closer to death. Keep it organized, unorganized he will get your ass.
he will get your ass
I’m gonna loose people if i don’t reach out
Recently i realized most of my friend groups doesn’t really need me to function properly. Its sad but true. It soo weird how we think somethings are gonna last forever cause it really seems like it. In back of our head we know it ain’t gonna last shit. Cause bro is there to fk everything up. The passage of fking time. bro will fk up everything and will fk you up too. We take relationships too much for granted. How we get comfortable with each other, sharing my deepest and darkest stuff. Thinking they won’t tell anyone, they never gonna leave your side. 2 years go by and you dont even think about them. I can’t even begin to remember what all and who all i have forgotten. fk.
